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MY DEAD BLOG~
Monday, March 09, 2009 at 4:56:00 AM

omg...
it has been dead for soooooooo long~
but i still lazy to update my blog~
lolz..
although i stay at hm most of the time..
i find no time to update lo..
cos..
i have been sleeping from 6am t0 6pm daily...
hahas..
unless im going out..
now i trying to reset this clock of mine..
by sleeping at 6 and wake up at 1pm..
can that be done???????
o.0..
i doubt myself lo~
my trust that my lai chuang skill is the most pro...
IN THIS WORLD..
even i cannot tolerate myself...
hahas..
but i still cannot ask myself to wake up..
i wake up le..
i still feel tired..
=.=
go back sleep again~
then is 6 pm again..
=.=...
wat a problem~
HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!!

l0vesBUNNY~

I'll play for you.


wtf...
Wednesday, November 05, 2008 at 12:46:00 PM

i never one felt like this before...
i hate this stupid things..
i don noe wat they wan..
i hate this house..
so at if i am part of it..
i don feel part of it..
why cant they just solve the problem..
knn..
if u all don wan to solve any of these..
then ask me come back for what shit..
just to see all ur stupid face..
wtf..
i don have the stupid time to see all ur kao bei face..
wan solve the problem then lai la..
early in the morning say like..
wa..
i don wan u come back..
all that..
then come back..
u all sleeping..
wat the hell..
say it and mean it la..
wtf..
so nothing is solve..
it just make me don feel like coming back even more..
so wat if u all are my family..
i don feel close at all lor..
why do i feel more care from OTHERS..
i don treat them as well as u all.
so..
is it a waste..
now..
i feel that it is a waste..
move out then move out lor..
anyway i don feel like being notice..
no one is talking to me..
so wat is the point of coming back..
ur body is here..
but ur soul didnt come back with u..

u never try to understand me..
u noe why when we talk abt these..
it ended badly?
cos u never try..
u think that they are right..
so i never wanted to talk these in front of u..

nvm..
forget abt it..
is all my fault..
none of u have the fault..
watever la..
since u all wan it to be mine..
then it is...
just shut up and walk away...

I'll play for you.


haiix..
at 3:57:00 AM

I'll play for you.


haiix..
Saturday, October 25, 2008 at 1:20:00 AM

wat world am i in..
i felt rather invisible..
i don noe how to explain..
how i felt my pain could be noticeable..
or could i ask..
anyone felt me in the world..
if u felt me..
would it rather be a shadow or a soul..

could u just n0tice my pain..
& stop giving me all these stuff..
how i wish that anyone could share my opinion..
share my burden..
even by a bit..
at least i noe that there is someone there for me..
i don need any advice..
i just need someone to share my thoughts..
& be on my side sharing the same thoughts..
anyone??
i wonder..
or should i just close my world..
i shall not let anyone touch my sadness..
i could just bear it myself..

i felt invisible here and there..
and i don even noe that i can be this emo..
l0lx..
i really don feel like explaining myself..
the more they don understands me..
the more i don feel like talking..

there is no need for ppl to care for me..
don leave comment asking whether i'm ok anot...
not that i hate anyone..
hmmm..
how to say..
but just don comment abt it bahx..
there is nothing to worry abt lo..
i will be just wat i am..

sometime is well that u understands her..
i don feel like talking in the hse anymore lo..
or should i say..
i don think i'm important here..
propably just to one in the house..
who always be there when i need..
no matter wat..
when i have no one to turn to ..
i just talk to him bahx...
that why it is so important to me..

all that you all have done is accuse me..
anything else..
was everything my fault..
even i say is not mine..
will anyone stand for me...
everybody just wan me to rang..
but..
anyone really understand wat i felt..
there is always ppl standing on her side saying something..
but anyone stands in my shoes and think abt it before..
until now..
i never heard of something that could stand for me..
l0lx..
all i heard was asking me to make the first step..
hahas..

i said this not becos i wan ppl pity me..
and i don wan after this..
i hear all those words that stand for me..
if u really wan say it..
make sure u mean it.
i don wan ' fu yan' words..
nvm..
i don feel like talking it to anybody anymore..
watever u all feels bahx..
tata^^

I'll play for you.


haiix..
Monday, October 20, 2008 at 11:53:00 PM

all these days, I DON NOE WHAT FEeLING IS THis LA..
i don care whatever shit u all say la..
i just wan to say..
stop giving me attitude..
go away pls.
i don wan to care abt anyone de feeling le..

I'll play for you.


l0lx..
Friday, October 17, 2008 at 2:35:00 PM

hmm..
todae was the school gradution day...
l0lx..
emotional scene was everywhere..
l0l..
mrs eng is damn rich..
she make for us so many things..
hahas..
THANKS MRS ENG..
WE LOVE U..

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l0lx..
now say something about my friendship bahx..
for long we never properly talk to him..
or even go out..
we(pa n me) was wondering..
whether our friendship just lasted for the HOLIDAY only..
when he see us..
he only say ' don't make me angry hor'..
make me feel like..
whenever we are with he..
he are in a bad mood...
pls..
it make me don feel like being present...
whenever there is him...
so wat are we to him...
say is we all no call him..
we call u ,will pick up or wan go ma..
bai tuo..
hmm..
nvm...
sianz liaox..
end then end lo..
he don wan make the effort..
then why would we do it...
don feel like saying...
tata~..

xQ ' [[:

I'll play for you.


waa.. new blog skins..
Saturday, October 11, 2008 at 4:42:00 PM

l0lx..
i think my blog is gone for too long le lo..
nobody tagg le...
hahas..
well..
recently doing quite fine..
thurs 'o' starts..
i guess its time to get busy..
but i will post more offen...
TATA~

I'll play for you.


l0lx.. i'm back to revive my dead long time blog..
Wednesday, October 08, 2008 at 11:56:00 PM

hahas..
sooo long never blog liaox lo..
so many ppl say my blog DEAD!!!
hahas.
soo..
this month and last month happen soooo many things..
tell more abt it when my 'o' ends..
my 'o' is NEXT WEEK !!!!!!!!!!
FAster come pls..
i wan HOLIDAYS!!!!!!
i wanna play till i crazy..
i cant wait to slack..
ahhhhhhhh
'o' can u pls faster finish...
i wanna play..
overnight..
don go back...
waaa...
i being crazy a little these days..
i hope i can do well in my
'o'
get the result that i'm satisfied with..
pls..
ah...
probably im just being stress..
hahas
study is the everyday routine NOW...
STUDY STUDY STUDY MORE~
work hard
KAMBATEI NEI......
ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!!!!
hope all get very good grades and move on..
tata~

IL0VEsDD~ILoVEsBUNNY~

I'll play for you.