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my upside d0wn lyfe~
Sunday, June 03, 2007 at 1:02:00 AM

l0lx..
i guess here is my last place..
to vomit out my things..
hahas.
everything was like going against my PEACEFUL life..
since the LIA camp that i went for..
my life starts to suck alots..
everyday i was so tired..
i never had rest well..
because of the things that happen..
now sitting here..
im so 'seh'..
i feel like crying to someone..
someone that care for me..
but i guess is like Duh..
if i really have then my blog will still be haunted..
someone was like askin..
why i don wan go to him..
l0lx..
i don wan to say..
and don ask bahx..
then the other him..
l0lx..
freakingly is like..
d0tz..
watever la..
then how about pauline..
l0lx..
i will tell her..
if she ask..
my one and only person..
l0lx..
but she wont understand how i really feel..
not she stupid la..
but is like..
i don noe how to say..
she wont be ble to..
i feel like askin where is my happy life..
with not much stress..
i wont use so much of my brain..
which cause me to feel tired all times..
this few day..
l0lx..
of cos..
i cry liao..
cry till i sleep..
l0lx..
tired lo~
i want eat sweet..
hahas.
i like to go out in the night this few days..
yesterday..
i went out with ping+pauline+xuan.
most importantly..
to ping..
l0lx..i have lots of laughter..
whether he understands how i feel..
or noe that i'm sad..
or nothing..
i really feel that i have myself during the night..
is really nice..
thank y0u..
o..
by the way..
yesterday hor..
bao+xuan de thing hor..
erm..
nothing liao..
just like got misunderstanding..
i hope xuan don angry liao..
cos bao say she don noe why she like that..
she even cry..
so i think xuan don mind..
l0lx..
back to topic..
tonight i feel so blank..
like i'm scared..
don noe of wat..
l0lx..
maybe feeling alone..
hahas..
don think too much..
tomolo i want to eat lollipop..
strawberry + milk de flavour..
TO BALANCE my lyfe..
make it happier..
lets try whether it works..
my heart haven rest yet..
i'm still lookin for my rest point..
i hope i can find it real soon..
cos i really cant take it l0~
where is it where is it..
pls let me find it..
pauline..
i think i can sure that my rest point..
is not at that 'him' that..
don wu hui..
i didnt go find him..
or meet up with him..
or watever pi..
just that i suddenly noe..
maybe is at there~
where i always hope to be..
watever..
i noe u all don noe what the crap i talkin..
maybe only two person will understand.
is pauline & him..
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i'm feeling better le..
happier a bit..
and sorry to him..
^.^
i wan my happy & peaceful life back..
so that i wont be tired..
physically and mentally..
i'm going malaysia le..
weee~
so good..
i wan go shopping..
buy sweets..



WeeeeeEeeeEe~
y0uNme xD

I'll play for you.