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haiix..
Saturday, October 25, 2008 at 1:20:00 AM

wat world am i in..
i felt rather invisible..
i don noe how to explain..
how i felt my pain could be noticeable..
or could i ask..
anyone felt me in the world..
if u felt me..
would it rather be a shadow or a soul..

could u just n0tice my pain..
& stop giving me all these stuff..
how i wish that anyone could share my opinion..
share my burden..
even by a bit..
at least i noe that there is someone there for me..
i don need any advice..
i just need someone to share my thoughts..
& be on my side sharing the same thoughts..
anyone??
i wonder..
or should i just close my world..
i shall not let anyone touch my sadness..
i could just bear it myself..

i felt invisible here and there..
and i don even noe that i can be this emo..
l0lx..
i really don feel like explaining myself..
the more they don understands me..
the more i don feel like talking..

there is no need for ppl to care for me..
don leave comment asking whether i'm ok anot...
not that i hate anyone..
hmmm..
how to say..
but just don comment abt it bahx..
there is nothing to worry abt lo..
i will be just wat i am..

sometime is well that u understands her..
i don feel like talking in the hse anymore lo..
or should i say..
i don think i'm important here..
propably just to one in the house..
who always be there when i need..
no matter wat..
when i have no one to turn to ..
i just talk to him bahx...
that why it is so important to me..

all that you all have done is accuse me..
anything else..
was everything my fault..
even i say is not mine..
will anyone stand for me...
everybody just wan me to rang..
but..
anyone really understand wat i felt..
there is always ppl standing on her side saying something..
but anyone stands in my shoes and think abt it before..
until now..
i never heard of something that could stand for me..
l0lx..
all i heard was asking me to make the first step..
hahas..

i said this not becos i wan ppl pity me..
and i don wan after this..
i hear all those words that stand for me..
if u really wan say it..
make sure u mean it.
i don wan ' fu yan' words..
nvm..
i don feel like talking it to anybody anymore..
watever u all feels bahx..
tata^^

I'll play for you.